Torn Between the Two


Thank You, Father, for friends from long ago who are yet friends today. I am grateful for new friends as well. I am blessed with the camaraderie of both. And all, of course, can be traced back to Your bounteous care and love!
John 12:27-36 (<<click here to read the passage)
Have you ever been torn between choices you’ve had to make? Having to choose to do something that you would do anything not to have to do is often beyond difficult. Oft times not doing what has to be done can lead to just as excruciating ends.
Here is a hypothetical(ish) example. You are a part of an important organization that is very close to tearing itself apart. A meeting must transpire to address the problem that is at hand. It will be uncomfortable and could very well lead to harsh words on the part of both “sides”. In the end, division could still take place but ignoring it is just killing the organization. So, though hope is small, confrontation is of the greatest necessity. And with great misgivings and with aching of heart, soul, and mind, you move forward and cast aside all thoughts of retreat.
Just about any situation could be accommodated to fit in the above situation. We’ve all found ourselves on one side or the other. Some relish those kinds of things but most of us dread them. But we must do what needs to be done.
Jesus found Himself between the greatest rock and hard spot to ever exist in all of eternity. Understanding that He was just as fully man as He was God, helps us to appreciate why He said at the beginning of verse 27,

“Now my soul is deeply troubled. Should I pray, ‘Father, save me from this hour’?” NLT

Jesus knew what was coming. We know now what was coming. Incomprehensible pain and suffering were just days away. The physical aspects alone of what He would be put through would have given us cause to not only pray the prayer Jesus prayed but, how many of us would have run as far away from the whole thing as quickly as we could?
Then there is the spiritual part that we can only struggle to grasp. Jesus would literally be taking upon Himself – and He being pure and holy to the uttermost – the sins of man. And not just one man or woman but all the entirety of humanity from creation until judgment day! Unbelievable right?
But this was Jesus’ answer to His own prayer.

“But this is the very reason I came! Father, bring glory to your name.” v27b-28

Jesus may have been torn between two very difficult situations, but He chose – he wasn’t forced, or coerced – he chose to go through it all because it was the only way we would be saved from the condemnation we all so justly deserve. All glory and praise to His holy name! Amen.

Aug 17th, 2021, Tues, 7:14 pm

Focus Not Just on the Here and Now, but on the Life to Come

Father, thank You for motivating me to get through some filing today, as well as some prep for Sunday. I pray that I can find those things I seem to have stuck somewhere. Amen.

John 12:20-26 (<<click here to read the passage)

When I’m bored, I poke around on my phone and over time I have seen quite a few “this is where they are now” videos or slide shows of people who featured prominently on big and small screens at some point. And, from a worldly perspective, there are very few “happy endings”.

Especially child actors don’t seem to fair well. For a while, they are “all that” and the center of attention. But youth fades into adulthood and far too often the “cute” factor is no longer a factor. Off the top of my head, I can only think of a couple of them that went on to make something of themselves as time marched on.

Shirly Temple was Hollywood’s number one box-office draw as a child actress from 1934 to 1938. As an adult, she was named United States ambassador to Ghana and Czechoslovakia and served as Chief of Protocol of the United States.

Kurt Russell and Ron Howard both found success in their youth. And both continue to make a name for themselves – Russel in front of and behind the camera. And since his Happy Days years, Howard has greatly impacted the big screen with several Academy and Golden Globe awards to his name.

I’m sure there are more, but of the thousands that have been in the industry there are far more who have crashed and burned, their lives ruined. And others…wisely bailed on the industry before their lives could be destroyed.

I don’t know the spiritual condition of the three souls I mentioned above, but Jesus clearly states in today’s passage,

Those who love their life in this world will lose it. v25a NLT

Unfortunately, many pursue the fullness of this life only to find that their pursuit comes to an abrupt halt. Dead-end routes are the norm, not the exception. Even those who “have it all” often find that there is no true satisfaction in it all. Many have taken their own lives, while the same could be said for others who allowed their obsession with drugs and alcohol and promiscuous lifestyles to bring their lives to an unexpected conclusion.

Those are the ways of the rich and famous…but minus the rich and famous part, are our lives really that much different? We work and work for some semblance of satisfaction and fulfillment only to often come to the end of our lives and ask, “Is that it? All that time, energy, and labor and that is all I ended up with?”

Jesus goes on to say in the rest of verse 25,

…but the one who hates his life in this world [and is concerned with pleasing God] will keep it for life eternal. AMP

Lord Jesus, help us to focus and apply our lives to take advantage of not just the here and now, but on the life to come. May we be people after Your own heart, seeking to love You with all of our heart, soul, mind, and strength – and in response, to love our neighbors as ourselves (Mark 12:29-31). Amen.

Aug 16th, 2021, Mon, 7:16 pm

Seeing through the Smoke and Mirrors

Sing praises to God and to his name!
….Sing loud praises to him who rides the clouds.
His name is the Lord—
….rejoice in his presence! Psalm 68:4 NLT

John 12:12-19 (<<click here to read the passage)

Looking at my own life, one of the biggest points of concern is the feeling that I have no control over my life. Others seem to hold that over me, but often I do not.

Some of it is a mindset that I allow to hover over me – society expects this and that, the congregations I serve, church leadership over me, my fellow bus drivers, leadership above me in the school system, my immediate family, my extended family – they all hold a certain amount of sway over my thoughts and actions.

Now some of it is beneficial in that I need to toe the line and do what is expected of me. That is what responsibility is all about. But other times my mind takes the opportunity to fret over things that seem to be a reality, but how often are they just “things” in my head? So-and-so doesn’t like me. So-and-so thinks I should be doing thus-and-thus and I’m not. Should I be? …or not? How much is just stirred up in my brain and how much is an actuality?

And in the middle of it all, it feels like I can’t really be myself if I am to remain a part of any of it. If I’m myself, I feel that I will be pushed even further away. Being in control is a mirage, it seems real but when I attempt to grasp it, it passes through my outstretched hand.

The only thing that I can truly hang on to – and I do so most earnestly! – is my faith in Jesus. Yes, He most definitely has control over my life, but I can truly trust Him to have my best interests at heart. He alone can see through all the smoke and mirrors that all of humanity is prone to erect.

As I examine John 12:12-19 in my Life Application Study Bible, it points out that the Heavenly Father was in control the whole time. He had set everything into motion. He was in total control.

Jesus began his last week on earth by riding into Jerusalem on a donkey under a canopy of palm branches, with crowds hailing him as their king. To announce that he was indeed the Messiah, Jesus chose a time when all Israel would be gathered at Jerusalem, a place where huge crowds could see him, and a way of proclaiming his mission that was unmistakable. On Palm Sunday we celebrate Jesus’ Triumphal Entry into Jerusalem as Lord of lords and King of Peace.

It was all in our Sovereign Lord’s almighty hands! Nothing was amiss. There were no blanks left to fill in. No one else held the reigns. This was all going down according to God’s perfect and holy will!

Jesus was not misled – He knew His destination. No one was forcing His hand. Throughout every single moment in this up-and-coming week, it was all according to a plan that was set in motion before the very creation of the world.

Humanity had rebelled. We had taken control of our lives, yanking them from the grip of our loving Heavenly Father. But God knew what we would do before any one of us had inhaled our first breath. He set into motion our only possibility of salvation…all because He loved us and sought to redeem us, no matter the cost!

Lord Jesus, may I trust in Your control and worry about none other. Your love for me is unfathomable! May I trust in that and that alone! Amen.

Aug 15th, 2021, Sun, 6:42 pm

A Very Long and Dark Tunnel

Natural Bridge Caverns, San Antonio, Texas

A celebration of 29 years of life is what we enjoyed today! Thank You, Father, for the gift and blessing of our son. May Your hand be upon his shoulder as he seeks direction for his future. Amen.

John 12:12-19 (<<click here to read the passage)

Six years ago today, we were in the beautiful state of Texas for Massey’s birthday. That year we took in San Antonio and several of the sights in that region of the state. One we enjoyed was the Natural Bridge Caverns about 30 minutes north of the city. That day it was a sweltering 103° but, in the caverns, it was a cool 70°!

To my recollection, any cave tour I have ever experienced has a point where the tour guide has everyone in a safe spot and all the lights are turned off. It is pitch black and can’t even see your hand right in front of your face! We would surely have been in a heap of trouble if we would have had to find our way out with no lights at all!

Through the last eleven plus chapters of John’s Gospel, he has shared Jesus’ ministry here on earth, equaling about three and a half years. Now, beginning with verse 12 of chapter twelve, John goes into great detail regarding Jesus’ last week. It takes him nine chapters to share many details as to what transpired and what Jesus had to say.

In hindsight, we know what is coming. The events of these verses in chapter twelve, which we often refer to as the Triumphal Entry, were actually the beginning of a very long and dark tunnel. As each day passed, the situation in which Jesus and His disciples found themselves got darker and darker. In the end, Luke’s Gospel tells that about noon, and darkness fell across the whole land until three o’clock. Luke 23:44 NLT

Total darkness engulfed them all.

Often, we feel as if our world is closing around us and that little by little all life and light is being siphoned away, leaving us in despair. We need to be encouraged to hang on. We are not alone. Jesus has been there, even to the point of death, and He is with us through it all!

Here is a wonderful quote from Corrie ten Boom, a Christian woman who was sent to a Nazi prison camp during WWII because her family aided many Jews in escaping from Nazi persecution.

When a train goes through a tunnel and it gets dark, you don’t throw away the ticket and jump off. You sit still and trust the engineer. ~ Corrie Ten Boom

No matter how dark your life may get, don’t give up…sit still and trust the Engineer!

Aug 12th, 2021, Thurs, 10:18 pm

Drop Tail and Run

Thank You, Father, for a very productive day – got through a good portion of my sermon for Sunday, along with the PowerPoint to go along with it. I also was able to ready myself for a funeral service tomorrow for a dear lady of our church. I am so grateful that Your hand is in it all!

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For whatever reason, I didn’t realize that we had wild lizards in Ohio. In my mind I thought they were more indigenous to warm climates; be they dry arid areas or more tropical regions. Well, this summer, when we started mowing at my one church, I discovered that around our front entrance ramp and steps there is at least one lizard and maybe more!
After a little research, it wasn’t too difficult to narrow down what kind of lizard it was. In Ohio, we only have 4 indigenous lizard species. (A fifth one was introduced into Southwest Ohio in 1951 and seems to be doing pretty well!) The one living around Beulah is a Common Five-lined Skink and is found through most of central and southeastern United States.
The Common Five-lined Skink can measure up to 8.5 inches in length and are considered large lizards. They have short legs with long bodies and tend to be brown, black, or gray with five white to yellow stripes. Their stripes run two on either side of the body with one down the center of the back. Also, juveniles have bright blue tails that fade as they age with males often losing their stripes with an orange to red-colored head.
Yesterday’s post got me thinking about the skink in that when I first looked it up I learned something very interesting that ties in very well to how we should respond when we are tempted to yield to sin.
When threatened, the skink can make a quick getaway – they are very fast. If, for some reason, it is caught by its tail…the tail falls off! And that remnant, while detached, will keep quivering – to distract its attacker – as the lizard makes a run for it. (By the way, its tail grows back!)
Even though the Apostle Paul targets a specific audience – youth – 2 Timothy 2:22 applies to us all.

Run from anything that stimulates youthful lusts. Instead, pursue righteous living, faithfulness, love, and peace. Enjoy the companionship of those who call on the Lord with pure hearts. NLT

1 Corinthians 10:13 is another great passage.

The temptations in your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will not allow the temptation to be more than you can stand. When you are tempted, he will show you a way out so that you can endure. NLT

Lord Jesus, may we learn from the excellence of Your creation. Like the skink, when needed help us to drop tail and run!

Aug 11th, 2021, Wed, 8:36 pm

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